truth ..

and deep inside me i know 
of course, that no matter 
how hard i try and
no matter how many guys
 cross my way.
no matter how often i laugh 
or how often i cry.
it doesn't matter how many times
i tell myself that it isn't so,
how much i pretend 
to fall in love with another one. 
theses things doesn't matter 
just because i can do
whatever i want, 
i can't deny that you'll be still 
in my mind ..