Sometimes fantasies are better than reality

!!

2010-11-17T11:51:00.002+02:00

http://rebecca-wunderland.blogspot.com/

please visit ! it's such a gorgeous blog

of a friend of mine :))

lovely ! xoxo

just like our last.

2010-11-09T20:08:00.000+02:00

i still remember the look on your face

lit through the darkness at 1:58

the words that you whispered for just us to know

you told me you loved me so why did you go

away ?

i do recall now the smell of the rain

fresh on the pavement i ran off the plane

that july 9th the beat of your heart

it jumps through your shirt

i can still feel your arms

i do remember the swing in your step

the life of the party you're showing off again

and i roll my eyes and then you pull me in

i'm not much for dancin' but for you i did

because i love your handshake meeting my father

i love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

how you kissed me when i was in the middle if saying something

there's not a day i don't miss those rude interruptions

so i watch your life in pictures like i used to watch you sleep

and i feel your forget me like i used to feel you breath

and i keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

i hope it's nice where you are

and i hope the sun shines

that it's a beautiful day

and something reminds you

you wished you had stayed

you can plane for a change on the weather in town

but i never planned on you changing your mind

...

so i'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes

all that i know is i don't know how to be something you miss

i never thought we'd have a last kiss

i never emagined we'd end like this

your name forever the name on my lips

PLEEEEEASE VOTE FOR ME !!!

2010-11-08T19:37:00.002+02:00

Hey guys, please please vote for me!!!!

it would mean so so much to me ! xoxo :)

Bitte stimmt für mich ab ! Es würde mir wirklich viel bedeuten ! danke . :)

Hilf mir zu gewinnen, stimme hier für mich ab!

firework - katy perry I LOVE IT !

2010-10-16T18:15:00.000+03:00

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed

So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow

And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the 4th of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on set your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gonna leave 'em falling down, down, down !

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

It's always been inside of you, you, you

And now it's time to let it through

♥♥♥

Katy Perry - Firework

love <3

you make me feel ..

2010-10-14T20:24:00.000+03:00

you're the closest to heaven,
that i'll ever be and i don't want
to go home right know.
because i don't want the world
to see me, 'cause i don't think
that they'd understand
when everything's meant to be broken,
i just want you to know
who i am ♥

we drove to cali and got drunk on the beach

2010-10-10T15:31:00.000+03:00

my heart stops

when you

look at me

just one

touch ♥

i might get your heart racing in my skin tight jeans, be your teenage dream tonight :)

Yo

2010-10-05T21:18:00.000+03:00

everything that matters is love.

2010-10-04T13:20:00.001+03:00

& villeicht ist alles, was wir zusammen teilen

nur unsere Vergangenheit.

Chuck: "I destroyed the only thing i've ever loved!"

Blair: "I don't love you anymore.

But it takes more than even you to destroy a Blair Waldorf!"

Chuck: "Your world would be easier if i'd never came back!"

Blair: "That's true. But it wouldn't be my world without you in it ... "

Shontelle - Impossible

2010-10-04T13:16:00.000+03:00

you won,
you can go ahead
tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky, love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i thought
would be impossible .

Dream. Hope & Believe

2010-10-03T14:06:00.000+03:00

" & irgendwann wird dir ein Mensch begegnen,

der dir die Sonne wieder bringt,

die dir ein anderer genommen hat."

broken hearted girl

2010-10-02T20:45:00.000+03:00

it's not fair, how badly you can hurt me without saying anything.

it's killing me. people say, it'll get better with time .

but i'm still waiting.

for 5 years.

Ron ♥s Hermione

2010-10-02T14:40:00.000+03:00

Fuck this ! I'm going to Hogwarts !

they're soo cute *.*

you will be mine, mine, mine and she can only look :)

2010-09-30T13:19:00.000+03:00

_________________________________

i'm gonna get you yeah,

no matter what they say !

you think i'm losing,

but i always get my way !

irgendwann, baby, wirst du ganz mir gehören ♥

almost lover.

2010-09-29T13:49:00.000+03:00

well, i'd never want to see you unhappy

i thought you want the same for me ?

Goodbye, my almost lover

goodbye, my hopeless dream

i am trying not to think about you

can't you just let me be ?

so long my luckless romance

my back is turned on you

i should have known that you would bring me heartache

like almost lover always do.

2010-09-26T18:26:00.000+03:00

" But i won't stop fighting. You know why ?
Because there's something,
that is worth fighting for. "

♥

Love is the answer for most of the questions in my head

2010-09-26T11:09:00.000+03:00

"i know that our path has been complicated, but in the end, love makes everything simple !"

" Your world would be easier,
   if i'd never came back"
" Yes. But it wouldn't be
   my world, without you
   in it "

2010-09-25T12:25:00.000+03:00

"Und stirbt er einst, Nimm ihn, zerteil in kleine Sterne ihn:

Er wird des Himmels Antlitz so verschönen,

dass alle Welt sich in die Nacht verliebt und niemand mehr der eitlen Sonne huldigt."

-Julia-

William Shakespeare's Romeo und Julia

you're my drug and i'm addicted.

2010-09-20T20:44:00.000+03:00

times square can't shine as bright as you, i swear it's true.

i've got so much left to say and if every simple song i wrote to you

would take your breath away, i'd write it all.

a thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way

I can promise you

That by the time that we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

oh, it's what you do to me. oh, it's what you do to me.

oh, it's what you do to me, what you do to me.

Kesha- Get in Line

2010-09-18T10:34:00.000+03:00

'cause you be blowin me up on the telephone

tryna get a little love, tryna get me alone

but if you wanna piece of this

heart of mine boy stop!

get in line . ;)

favourite song ♥♥♥♥

Ohrwurm ;D

2010-09-15T19:11:00.000+03:00

Kennst du das ? Jemand ist dir wichtig schon seit langer Zeit.

Doch irgendwann bricht euer Kontakt ab, ihr seht oder

sprecht euch nicht mehr oft, irgendwann sogar fast nie mehr.

Du verlierst ihn aus den Augen, gehst anderen Dingen hinterher,

und triffst andere Jungs. Du bist glücklich, so wie es ist.

Doch dann siehst du ihn wieder, ihr seht euch zufällig auf einer Party

oder Schicksal führt euch wieder zusammen.

Und genau dann merkst du, dass du oft über ihn nachgedacht hast.

Jeden Tag um genau zu sein. Du hast dich gefragt, wie es ihm geht,

was er macht. Du erinnerst dich. An all sein Lachen, seine Augen

und wie glücklich die Zeit war,die ihr zusammen hattet.

Und du begreifst, dass es dir zwar gut ging in dieser Zeit,

aber nicht halb so gut, wie mit ihm.

Dass du zwar glücklich warst, aber nicht so voller Glück

wie in den Momenten in denen er dich ansah.

Und du wirst merken, dass egal was du tust oder mit wem du es tust,

es wird nicht so sein wie mit ihm.

Weil er einfach derjenige ist,der dir den Atem raubt,

und dir wegen ihm die schönsten Lovesongs einfallen.

Und dann fängt es an weh zu tun.

All die Monate, in denen du ihn "vergessen" hast,

waren umsonst denn ein Gespräch mit ihm beweist, keiner ist so wie er.

Keiner hat diese Art an sich, die dich immer wieder

aufs Neue überrascht und bezaubert.

Und du begreifst, dass es so ist.

Das das Liebe ist, Liebe die egal was du tust,

wo du hingehst oder was auch immer du dir einredest,

sie wird nicht verschwinden, sondern von Tag zu Tag mehr.

Du kannst nicht loslassen, weil du ihn garnicht vergessen willst.

Ja, das macht mich manchmal echt ziemlich fertig.´

Und, warscheinlich werden sich eines Tages unsere Wege trennen,

du ziehst weg, ich zieh weg und wir werden uns wohl nicht wiedersehen.

Du wirst eine wunderbare Frau haben, die schönsten Kinder der Welt und ein tolles Leben.

Und ich werde auch jemanden finden, der mich liebt und den ich liebe.

Doch irgendwann werde ich daliegen, und an dich denken.

Und mir wird so klar wie jetzt sein, dass ich niemanden so lieben kann wie dich.

Weil du es einfach bist. Die passende Hälfte für mein Herz.

Du kannst nichts tun, dass mich jemals dazu bringen wird, dich zu hassen.

Und wenn ich dich ansehe, fehlen mir ganz ehrlich die Worte.

Es ist für Dich.

2010-09-14T20:33:00.000+03:00

Wie immer denk ich nur an Dich,

und Tränen fluten meine Augen.

Wie immer wird mir immer klarer,

oh, wie ich dich vermiss.

Ich bin hier und du bist da,

weit weg, glücklich ohne mich

dein Lachen hallt in meinem Kopf,

ich komme ohne dich nicht klar.

Ich weiß Dinge über Dich,

die weiß nicht mal deine Freundin.

Ich weiß dass du zu mir gehörst,

und zwar nicht nur für mich.

Du und Ich, ein rosa Schimmer,

ja so könnte alles sein,

würdest du doch in mir sehen

was ich in dir schon immer.

Hilf mir, rette mich und nimm

mich mit auf deine Reise,

ich werd immer nur die Deine sein,

das sage ich dir leise.

because there's one true love for everybody and you'll know if it's right!

I know.

♥

fängt super an :(

2010-09-14T16:01:00.000+03:00

ganz toll. heute war der erste Schultag nach den

viel zu kurzen Sommerferien und ich hab jetzt schon wieder

keine Lust auf die Schule :(

Vorrallem wenn ich an meinen Stundenplan denke :

Drei mal Nachmittag bis fünf, einmal bis 4 und einmal bis 1 .

Bin sozusagen ab nächster Woche in der Schule zuhause :) -.-

Schon jetzt alles zuviel. Ich will wieder in die Sonne,

weg aus dem Regen hier;

weit weg, weg, zu dir.

'cause in my mind i'm with you ♥

oh, i miss you. oh, i need you.

2010-09-11T22:10:00.003+03:00

and if i could have just one wish, i'd have you by my side

-.-

2010-09-11T13:00:00.000+03:00

A girl will never forget the first boy she ever likes

& ich kann aus eigener Erfahrung sagen, dass das stimmt. Jedenfalls bei mir. Ich habe ihn bis heute nicht vergessen, den Jungen bei dem ich jemals Schmetterlinge im Bauch gehabt habe und bei dessen Date ich so nervös war wie noch nich zuvor in meinem Leben. Ich werde dich auch nie vergessen, das weiß ich sicher.
Jedes Mal wenn ich dich sehe, weiß ich wieder dass du so bist wie kein anderer. Dass ich wegen dir Gefühle in mir habe, die ich für keinen anderen jemals gefühlt habe. Ich weiß, es ist feige dir nichts davon zu sagen und doch dir die schuld zu geben, weil wir keinen Kontakt haben. Aber ich will dir nicht in dein Leben funken, wenn du es nicht willst. Ich bin nicht die Art von Mädchen, die sich einem Jungen aufdrängt wenn er sie nicht haben will. Irgendwann, mein Lieber, werde ich dir alles sagen. Unsere Geschichte die da anfängt wo ich dich zum ersten mal gesehen hab, darüber wie wunderbar du bist und wie du meine Vorstellungen von einer Beziehung mit dir übertroffen hast, bist zu dem Tag an dem ich dich nicht mehr wiedersehen werde und ich hoffe inständig, dass ich diesem Tag nie begegnen werde. Dass du erkennst, dass ich dich so gut kenne wie dich keine andere kennt und dass wir zusammen gehören. Ein Leben lang.
Mein Herz hat schon immer dir gehört.

you .....

2010-09-10T22:14:00.000+03:00

meeting - shopping - evening

2010-09-10T15:31:00.001+03:00

meeting - shopping - evening von BECCAx33, corset tops enthaltend

Stay - Miley Cyrus

2010-09-09T15:22:00.000+03:00

i love you more than i did before

and if today i don't see your face

nothing's changed, no one could take your place

it gets harder everyday

say, you love me more than you did before

and i'm sorry it's this way

but i'm coming home, i'll be coming home

and if you ask me

i will stay.

Lifehouse - You and Me ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-09-08T19:56:00.000+03:00

and it's you and me,

and all of the people

with nothing to do , nothing to lose.

and it's you and me,

and all of the people

and i don't know why

i can't keep my eyes off of you.

♥

The only love that's true - Blair and Chuck.

2010-09-07T14:58:00.000+03:00

Neues Video :)
♥♥♥♥

IKEA LOVE!

2010-09-06T20:41:00.000+03:00

juhuuu ! morgen gehts mit daddy ab zu ikea

& da muss ich mir endlich einen schuhschrank zulegen :)

freu mich schon ♥

i can't stand how much i need you :O

2010-09-05T23:32:00.000+03:00

do you remember we were sitting there by the water ?

you put your arm around me for the first time.

you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter.

& you are the best thing that's ever been mine .

.. i raised myself for the goodbye 'cause it's all i've ever known,

but you took my by surprise, you said " i'll never leave you alone.

i remember we were sitting there by the water

and everytime i look at you

it's like the first time "

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

heartache

2010-09-05T17:15:00.000+03:00

and i miss you. i miss you so bad.

i can't forget you ..

´ irgendwelche tips zum heilen von gebrochenen herzen ? :'|

love love love

2010-09-05T13:20:00.000+03:00

MY HEART STOPS THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME !

you make me feel like i'm living a teenage dream

2010-09-05T12:14:00.000+03:00

you think i'm pretty without any make-up on

you think i'm funny when i tell the punch line wrong

i know you get me so i let my walls come down, down

before you met me i was a wreck

but things were kinda heavy

you brought me to life now every february

you'll be my valentine, valentine

let's go all the way tonight, no regrets

just love ♥

we can dance until we die, you and i will be

young forever 'cause you make me feel like i'm living a

teenage dream the way you turn me on, i can't sleep

let's run away and don't ever look back

don't ever look back

we drove to cali and got drunk on the beach

got a motel and built a wall out of sheets

i finally found you my missing puzzle piece

i'm complete.

my heart stops when you look at me, just one touch !!

& i might get your heart racing in my skin tight jeans

i'll be your teenage dream tonight.

let you put your hands on me in those skin tight jeans

be your teenage dream tonight.

tonight.

you & me , we could have it don't you know?

yeah, obviously not .. heartbreaker.

#2

2010-09-04T17:39:00.000+03:00

i quit. i quit trying to impress you.

i quit trying to make you see.

i just give up, she wins.

-.-

2010-09-04T17:05:00.000+03:00

if only you could read this. von - muthafuckin' cassie. auf Polyvore.com

&&clipped by valerie janelle ♥
tumblr.com

wahrheit.

2010-09-04T15:28:00.001+03:00

es ist einfach deine art. wie du so tust als wärest du schüchtern, und im nächsten moment bist du so cool. die art wie du mich fragst ob wir uns am abend sehen. wie du gehst und stehst, die art wie du riechst die mir immer den kopf vernebelt. die art wie du mich immer wieder überrascht. wie du redest, manchmal wie ein macho, manchmal unglaublich süß, witzig und durchaus intelligent und klug. die art wie meine mum dich mag, wie du über geschäftliches mit meinem dad redest und wie du mit meinen geschwistern scherzt. das gefühl das du mir gibst, wenn ich neben dir sitze und wie schnell mein herz schlagen kann wenn du mich nur einmal berührst. es ist die art wie du lachst, und wie du immer versucht hast, fotos von mir zu machen. es ist wie du getanzt und gesungen hast zu der musik und wie alle lieder die wir zusammen gehört haben, jetzt natürlich wie durch schicksal immer auf mtv kommen, wenn ich den fernseher anschalte. wie weh es getan hat, zu sehen wie du nach hause fährst und zu wissen, dass du mir fehlst. die art wie wir immer unsere runden abends über den platz gegangen sind, wie mondschein auf dich fällt und wie du süchtig nach eis warst. ich liebe es, wie du immer " Schlaf gut!" zum abschied gesagt hast, und wie du schlecht über jeden typen geredet hast, der versucht hat mit mir zu flirten. und liebe es, wie du jedesmal wenn ich ins wasser gegangen bin, mitgekommen bist, wie du dich auf der luftmatratze von den wellen hast treiben lassen und wie du mich dabei immer im auge hattest. wie du schwimmst und ins wasser springst. ich liebe die art wie du witze machst und ich nicht aufhören kann zu lachen und dass ich glücklich bin wenn du lachst. ich liebe es, wie sich muskeln an deinen armen abzeichnen und wie du deine schwester beschützt. die art, wie wir am strand gelegen sind und die sterne beobachtet haben, die art wie du dir selbst über kleine dinge gedanken machst. die art wie du über das was ich gesagt hatte, witze gemacht hast aber nicht so, dass ich sauer auf dich war, sondern so, dass ich davon nicht genug kriegen konnte. die art, wie ich bilder von dir und von uns im kopf habe, von denen ich weiß dass ich sie nicht löschen kann. ich liebe es, dass deine mum mir gesagt hat, dass es dir gefallen hat mich am abend zu treffen und wie du ihr gesagt hast, dass du nicht nach hause willst. es ist einfach, wie wir über die gleichen dinge lachen, wie ich karten mit deinem Dad spiele, shoppen gehe mit deinem Mum und wie gut ich mit deiner Schwester klarkomme. die art, wie du meine schwester getragen hast, als sie nicht mehr laufen konnte, die art wie du grinst, die art wie deine augen glänzen, die art wie du nicht perfekt bist und ich trotzdem keine fehler an dir finde. die art wie du vor meinem haus gesessen bist und auf mich gewartet hast und wie mein herz jedesmal stoppt, wenn ich dich sehe. die art, wie ich immer denke dass ich nichts für dich empfinde und kurz darauf merke ich dass ich damit komplett falsch liege!

wie ich den ganzen tag an dich denken muss und es mich verrückt macht, zu wissen dass du gerade bei ihr sein könntest. wie ich jedes mädchen nich ausstehen kann, dem du hinterher schaust. ich liebe es, wie du nicht nur an dich selbst denkst und dass es dich interessiert wie es anderen geht. die art, wie ich bücher ohne ende über dich schreiben könnte. wie ich zuhause sitze, und jedesmal wenn du on kommst, hoffe dass du mich anschreibst und wie ich bei jedem lovesong nur an dich denken kann. wie alles was ich hier schreibe furchtbar kitschig ist und trotzdem nur die wahrheit. ich habe ein für alle mal germerkt, dass ich dir nich entkommen kann! dass jedesmal wenn ich versuche wegzulaufen, doch wieder du am ende da bist. ich wollte niemals, nie jemanden so sehr wie ich dich will. schon immer und noch ewig.

es bist einfach du ! du und kein anderer & dass keiner so ist wie du, weiß ich schon lange ...

youtube :)

2010-09-04T14:17:00.000+03:00

mein erstes Youtube Video ist fertig !

Hab ne Slideshow zu Katy Perrys ,Teenage Dream' gemacht ♥

Hoffe es gefällt euch & ich würd mich über Feedbacks oder Kommentare freuen ;)

berlin :)

2010-09-03T21:36:00.000+03:00

surprise surprise :)

Ich werde jetzt langsam anfangen, mehr auf Deutsch zu posten !

Ich bin nämlich mit meinem Dad nach Berlin gezogen & ich muss sagen, Berlin ist echt ne hippe stadt !

Auch wenn ich mittlerweile noch nicht viel mehr Leute kenne, als unsre Nachbarn und den Bäcker um die Ecke ;) Auf jeden Fall ist es hier echt super zum Shoppen, die ersten Lieblingsshops hab ich schon gefunden :)

Wenn ihr mir in Sachen Berlin n paar tipps geben könnt, wäre ich euch echt super dankbar !

Zum Beispiel, wo geht ihr am liebsten feiern ? Wo kann man in Berlin im Sommer am besten chillen oder wo gibts noch schöne Läden ? Addet mich auf facebook & haltet mich auf dem Laufenden wär echt super :) ♥

Trotzdem vermisse ich meine Freunde gaaaaanz doll & meine Mom & John .. zum Glück gehts spätestens in den Weihnachtsferien wieder heim nach L.A. :)

also ihr Süßen man sieht sich :) ☻

xoxo

2010-08-25T14:28:00.002+03:00

when i walk next to you when you tell a joke and i start laughing
when you smile at me my heart stops ...
and everytime i recognize again how much i love you actually :)

vacation :)

2010-08-19T14:52:00.000+03:00

i won't be available for the next three weeks, i'm spending

the vacation with my family & neighbours in Hawaii <3 :)

hope you all have a nice summer :)

see you in september, xoxo

Lil ♥

i got everything i need when you're with me :)

2010-08-19T12:42:00.000+03:00

and there has alway been something between us & there always will be !

even if you're meeting other girls, you can't deny that there's something about us,

i don't even know what is it. but there are definitely some kind of sparks.

something that makes me smile but also it can hurt me so unbelievable bad.

it will always be, honey.

somehow our paths cross & somehow we always find together ♥ :)

p a r t y ;)

2010-08-18T14:58:00.000+03:00

i wanna celebrate n' life my life saying "ayo, baby let's go"

'cause we go rock this club we can go all night

we can light it up like it's dynamite !

i wanna let go of everything for one night just dance dance drink dance. !!!!!!

2010-08-14T15:25:00.000+03:00

you - me, were face to face but we don't see eye to eye

like fire and rain. you can drive me insane but i can't be

mad at you for anything. like venus and mars, we're

different stars. but you're the harmony to every song i sing.

and i wouldn't change a thing

♥

that's the way aha aha i like it ;D

2010-08-14T12:02:00.000+03:00

" whatever it is i'll try "

" whatever it takes i'll try "

and i won't pay no mind to what

other people say !!

;)

truth ..

2010-08-13T13:36:00.000+03:00

and deep inside me i know
of course, that no matter
how hard i try and
no matter how many guys
cross my way.
no matter how often i laugh
or how often i cry.
it doesn't matter how many times
i tell myself that it isn't so,
how much i pretend
to fall in love with another one.
theses things doesn't matter
just because i can do
whatever i want,
i can't deny that you'll be still
in my mind ..

i'll be right here waiting for yoooou .

2010-08-13T11:03:00.000+03:00

and in the end comes together, what belongs together

& someday you gonna realise that fact too baby :)

there's gonna be just

♥ you and i. you and i ♥

aaaargh !!

2010-08-13T10:58:00.000+03:00

i hate her. i hate it when i look at her face. when she smiles.

i hate it when i can see on facebook that you like her pictures,

that you're writing messages to her! i can't help myself, but i don't like her.

i really don't ! even if i never talked to her longer than 5 seconds.

i hate everything about her. and the worst part is: it's driving me crazy

that she could be the one to kiss you. i hate it so damn much when she hugs you,

just because for that moment she's holding my entire world in her arms.

and i swear, i'm sure, honestly i know that she doesn't love you as much as i do.

yeah maybe, she got a crush on you? she wants to have a boyfriend

and because you are nice you could fit ? hahaa, that is so ridiculous, girl ;)

go on, hide in your room, move to new zealand or choose another guy

BUT NOT HIM!

i hate you !

peace :)

please don't forget 'bout us .

2010-08-11T13:30:00.000+03:00

did you forget, that i was even alive? did you forget, everything we ever had ?

did you forget, did you forget about me ? did you regret, ever standing by my side?

so now i guess this is where we have to stand did you regret, ever holding my hand never again?

we had it all. we were just about to fall even more in love than we were before.

i won't forget about us.

but somewhere we went wrong.

we were once so strong.

our love is like a song

- you can't forget it.

♥.♥

music in my ears and you in my heart :)

2010-08-09T21:16:00.001+03:00

i'm scared. just scared. i'm confused. just confused. i pray you will find your way to me. i don't know what to do if my hopes are gonna break. yeah, i mean, i lost you once but i got okay. then i lost you twice and i got okay. but not really, i've never been completely without you. but i made it. and honestly i'm not, not very sure that i'll make it once more. because you are the first thing on my mind when i wake up. seeing your face, thinking about what you said makes me smile. and when i go to bed in the evening, you're the last thing i think about before i fall into my dreams. just like last saturday, i planned to go out with my girls and i really thought that you would be there at the club, too. because, i mean, you're always around when there's a party. so i was happy to see you and i really spend the whole afternoon thinking about my outfit and to do my hair, make- up and so on, you know ;) and sorry but i have to confess, i really looked gorgeous! and i felt soo good, because i was going to see you. i thought so, though. and when we arrived at the club, we sat next to the dancefloor. and i looked at the entry the whole time. there were some guys coming in, who looked like you and my heart bumped faster, but in the next second i realised, it wasn't you. that's the way it went the whole evening, and even if i had some drinks still could not get you off my mind. and i got upset, just because i spent my day trying to look perfect and yeah i thought that you couldn't get your eyes off me, when i looked like that. so you weren't there. that was sad, honestly ... the next day we talked and you were so cute. 'cause we're neighbours and our families planned to spent the vacation together. you and me, the beach. sounds perfect! and you asked me, if i'd feel like doing a trip on your scooter then, also renting a boat to drive on the sea. and you know in that second i already got a picture of us in my head and it looked so amazing. but i'm not sure if you mean it the way i do. do you think " yeah, hanging around with her this summer, some fun" ? Or do you think " i'm gonna kiss her right now, because she's all i want " :D i'd prefer the second version. i'd adore it, i really do. and my heart is gonna break again, if we say goodbye after that week. but don't worry about me, you got plenty of other girls who want you as their boyfriend, i'm just another one of them . except that i know you better than any of them, i mean i know the way you played with cars when you were ten. and i know the way you talk when you're in love because that was the way you talked to me years ago. we had it, all. and i want it back. i want you back. and i swear: if i'll ever gonna be with you again, i won't let you go ... ♥

2010-08-08T21:52:00.002+03:00

in my head i see you all over me ;)

<333

it's you :)

2010-08-08T16:37:00.000+03:00

if i had the choice of hanging out with with anyone in the entire world,

or sitting at home , eating a pizza, watching a crappy tv show,

i'd choose you. everytime :)

- scrubs. <3

watching you's the only drug i neeed .

2010-08-08T13:34:00.000+03:00

what you got boy is hard to find i think about it all the time

i'm all strung out my love is fried

i just can't get you off my mind

because your love your love your love is my drug !

<33333 :)

i love it when you write me :))))

2010-08-06T21:58:00.000+03:00

you are so, so, so, ... damn amazing! :-*

and new words must be found to describe

the way you make me feel ..

Darling ♥

forever yours :) <3

:-*

2010-08-06T21:53:00.000+03:00

just gonna stand there and watch me burn - but that's alright because i like the way it hurts.
just gonna stand there and hear me cry - but that's alright because i love the way you lie. i love the way you lie ♥♥

i want to ask you if you wanna stay a while.

2010-08-05T23:40:00.000+03:00

i always try to tell myself that you're not even this pretty or adorable. you don't got a sixpack like Channing Tatum. your style is not as perfect as Zac Efron's. you're not as cool as Ashton Kutcher and not as funny as Adam Brody. But everytime i know that i'm pretending. because i like so much more about you than i like Channing Tatum, Zac Efron, Ashton Kutcher and Adam Brody together. i like your hair, and i love your eyes and the way they can sparkle. i love the way you wear your Nikes and your Converse shirts. i love the way you talk, cute but also cool. i love the way you handle my sister, and i adore the moments you look at me. then my world stops for a tiny little moment. 'cause you got some magic around you, you know?. and i would always choose you. even if there are some Zac Efron's around. it's because i love you - that's what i really know. always have & always will ! since we were kids and you were driving around on your bike. Now you changed bike into scooter and everytime i hear that sound of a scooter drivin' along the street, something pulls me to the window because it could be you. i know you're the one i want. and i know it's not a typical teenage love, which lasts for less than three weeks. No, cause i got this feeling since, i don't know, five years? babe, you ♥ and nobody else !

this is a lovesong :'(

2010-08-04T22:45:00.000+03:00

"... Every day - every night I wanna see you baby stayin by my side I'm going down on my

on my knees for u for your love I do it for your sake believe I do If you don't love me

why do you raise my hopes no matter what happens I can't let you go

you got it wrong I didn't wanna hurt you I wanna be all the world to you

Baby look into my eyes put me out of my misery I have never told lies I hope that

you’ll come back to me I want to spend my time in loving' you for ever

No matter what happens oh we must stick together come on trust in my words

give me your heart back again kiss my lips, touch my hand,

give me a second chance my heart is bumpin' have a feeling that I've never felt

if I'm allowed to be with you the luck is coming to my world ... "

and i'm a little bit

lost without you

and i'm a bloody

big mess inside

yeah, i'm a little

bit lost without

you !

♥

...

2010-08-04T22:36:00.000+03:00

why could it never be the way it is in movies ?

there's nothing i want more than you - take away everything i have except you

and honestly, i'd be happy ..

but now there's just another night where i cry myself to sleep -.-

i love you so , ♥

2010-08-03T12:20:00.000+03:00

thought you
should know
i've tried my
best to let go
of you
but i don't
want to ...
♥ ♥ ♥

today was a fairytale :-*

2010-08-02T20:09:00.000+03:00

.. fell in love when i saw you standing there ..

:) ♥

Little House - Amanda Seyfried

2010-07-31T18:21:00.000+03:00

i love this place. but it's haunted without you.

my tired heart is beating so slow.our hearts sing less.

than we wanted. we wanted. our hearts sing 'cause

we do not know. we do not know. to light the night.

to help us grow. to help us grow.it is not said. i always know.

you can catch me. don't you run ? don't you run.

if you'll live another day. in this happy little house.

the fire's here to stay. to light the night. to help us grow.

to help us grow. it is not said. i always know. please don't make a fuss.

it won't go away. the wonder of it all. the wonder that we made.

i am here to stay. i am here to stay . stay .

_______________________________________________________________

please .. <.3

i miss you.

2010-07-29T18:38:00.001+03:00

you're the missing piece i need.

2010-07-27T21:09:00.000+03:00

and someday i'm gonna tell you everything i've hidden ...

you broke my ♥ once, then twice

but i still never wanted anything

more than i wanted

you, my dear.

and i wish that you could know :'( i want you so bad. you're so beautiful, you know ? and you take my breath away. everytime..

my first love broke my heart for the first time

2010-07-27T12:26:00.000+03:00

i thought you'd always be mine, mine

and i'm in pieces baby fix me !

when i was thirteen i had my first love,

there was nobody that compared to my baby

and nobody came between us or

could ever come above, he had me goin' crazy !

oh i was starstruck, he woke me up daily

don't need no starbucks

.. he knows he got me dazing, cause he's so amazing ! and now my heart is breaking

but i keep on sayin'

i'm like baby, baby, baby, oh , like baby, baby, baby, no, like baby, baby, baby,

oh i thought you'd always be mine .

oh yeah, justin b. is cool ;D

you're the only one i ever wanted.

2010-07-25T20:01:00.000+03:00

i'm just so scared that you will forget about me ...

i love john mayer.

2010-07-25T19:02:00.000+03:00

wherever i go, whatever i do

i wonder where i am in my relationship to you

wherever you go, wherever you are

i watch your life played out in pictures from afar

wherever i go, whatever i do

i wonder where i am in my relationship to you

and wherever you go, wherever you are

i watch that pretty life played out in pictures from afar.

.♥.

:'((((((((((((

somehow our paths always cross ..

2010-07-24T16:59:00.000+03:00

seems like fate to me, that wherever i go
i just can't get you out of my head ..

for J.♥

your best friends, your little hometown :)

2010-07-22T15:20:00.000+03:00

you can change your hair and you can change your clothes. you can change your mind that's just the way it goes. you can say goodbye and you can say hello. but you'll always find your way back home. you can change your style yeah you can change your jeans. you can learn to fly or you can chase your dreams. you can laugh and cry but everybody knows, you'll always find your way back home. always, you will always find your way

back home :)

it's you and me and all other people, and i don't know why i can't keep my eyes off of you.

2010-07-22T14:28:00.000+03:00

" and i can't even see anyone when you're with me "

it hurts.

2010-07-21T19:39:00.000+03:00

suddenly you talk to me again. suddenly you tell me, you'll spend the vacation with me.with my family and yours, one week together. you don't know, yeah you have no idea, what you're doing to me. honestly, i'm kind of happy of course. looking forward to see you, walking on the beach with you and swimming in the ocean. seeing you smile and looking into your eyes. but i know. i know that it's gonna start all over. i will miss you. i will miss you so unbelievable when you're gone. we've had it didn't we ? we already had a summer together, and after all i cried. every night. and i'm so, so, so scared that i will have to go through this once more.

we had it all, some months i called you mine. you saved me from my loneliness. you were my first and the only guy i ever really loved. and i can say with the whole of my heart, that i loved you - very much. and maybe i must confess, that i still do, but i don't want to ! cause now there will be a girl waiting for you at home. so i shouldn't raise my hope- you just wanna have fun in the sun ! while i'm daring you to need me . of course i didn't tell you. i'm too shy, yes, and with everything that we've been through, with everything that we've done - or better not done - it wouldn't be right. senseless. you don't need to tell me :)

and yeah, i wish i wouldn't have to watch tv all night so that i don't start to dream about you. i wish i could forget the look on your eyes, when you looked at me in the bus. that i wouldn't still feel your hand on my arm . that seeing you in my head, doesn't make me cry anymore. but it's difficult and i'm confused. i like everything about you. oh, except that i'm taller then you when i'm wearing my heels, but secretly i don't even care about that. cute, like you are, did you tell me you want to go to the clubs with me tonight. i can't wait :) so i'm not sure if it's worth it. the fun the hurt. but whatever i will do, if it comes to you, i need you. and i will cry, and i will be lost and i will be lonely. but i'm gonna take it. for you, cause even if i'm always telling myself " oh god, i hate him. how i hate him, he's so snotty, and don't even so pretty " i'm doing it for you, cause i'm lying to myself. inside i know that i'm still searching for my fairytale, and frankly you're the only one i'm ever describing if it comes to my prince. that's what i call love ! love, and deepest hurt at the same time.

"darling, you don't know me, you don't even care. yeah, you don't know me and you don't wear my chains .. "

sometimes it still hurts to hear your name

2010-07-19T20:20:00.000+03:00

i remember how you said that there's nothing you want more, than making me happy and that there is nothing, nothing you fear more, than making me sick and to let me go. well, what has changed your mind ?

you're gone, far away and i miss you.i miss you so sad. and maybe, you're not wasting any thought of how i feel, what i could think of you .of us. so maybe there is no me & you, no " forever & always " and no " i love you" and yeah darling, actuall there's something i learned from our relationship: never to believe in promises, never to believe in words, never to give my heart so easily to someone like you, someone, who just took it and didn't know what he had.

"I can not live I can't breathe unless you do this with me"

I wanna have the same last dream again. The one where I wake up and I'm alive. Just as the four walls close me within . My eyes are open up with pure sunlight. i'm the first to know . My dearest friends. Even if your hope has burned with time. Anything that is dead shall be re-grown . And your vicious pain, your warning sign .You will be fine

...... time can't heal all wounds
and broken hearts last sometimes longer ... <'3

you make it easier when life gets hard: Ridin' Solo

2010-07-17T13:54:00.000+03:00

http://www.muzu.tv/jasonderulo/ridin-solo-music-video/644874?country=de

Ridin' Solo

2010-07-17T13:36:00.001+03:00

I'm putting on my shade to cover up my eyes,

I'm jumping on my ride, I'm heading out tonight,

I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, solo

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.

I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, solo!

♥♥♥♥

Happy Ending - Mika

2010-07-16T01:13:00.000+03:00

this is the way you left me, i'm not pretending

no hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending ..

2010-07-15T21:14:00.000+03:00

that's what i bought today and i'm gonna wear it tomorrow night. going out with the girls ;)

what do you think about it ? ♥